Tuesday, April 10, 2007
i was bored studying and everything and i dunnoe what made me turn back the past pages and posts that i've written last year...
and i was swept by a gush of mixed feelings.
i saw the me that was a year ago...
the times when i feel down but not out..
the times when i picked myself up again..
the times when there was so many people!
the times when i felt so happy
now i'm very happy too!
but those times had past...
happy joy sadness dejection disappointment. whatever it is. its gone.
yesterday was gone. but i have tmr ;)
people just feel nostalgic sometimes hehz.
what i've written back in june last year came true indeed...
the way we'll hold hands...the way she will talk to me...the way she will lie on my shoulders...the way she will sit next to me in the movies...the way we will kiss exc exc...amazingly, all of them came true... the way i visualize them to be...i have written 100+ posts altogether since...but i realised im not writing the way i used to write..i no longer feel emo writing all these alone in the room at night,becos i know i'm now loved, safe and sound... but i know many people out there stilll aint feeling and getting what i'm getting..and i know of friends who thought they had it and still lose it..hm...thinking back, i think 2006 i had a wonderful year... a really wonderful year... a year i will never forget where so many beautiful things happened to me...the so many friends that i made, hannah,lil monkey,yingli, angel, ally, hafizah, lihui, belle, junhong and so many so many more, the lovely participants that i have, sandra, hazirah, karyin, joanna,xinyi, ben, sheena, nisha exc exc. so many wonderful memories that they had given me.. all so sweet so lovely so memorable... the MIC outings, the school camps, the orientation stuffs and finally the sweet girl that i met.and all that experience only came once.now... as i'm studying for my finance paper on this sat.i hope i'm relishing every moments in 2007 as well..dun let the time passed, when it's gone... it will never come back...
My mind's unweaving/ 12:00 AM
