All that you have got

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

my song. smilez...
if you are not the one... daniel beddingfield.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

you know this is our song...
i love you.

But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life...

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am...

you are just meant for me...
;)

My mind's unweaving/ 1:49 AM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

love is a bitter sweet and fearsome thing.

sometimes i think it's scary but sometimes i think it's sweet...

My mind's unweaving/ 2:05 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

i've started my first week of school.

and i've found my cbr!! ;))

My mind's unweaving/ 6:31 PM

happened to see this on my sis blog!!!

♥Wednesday, August 16, 2006♥

my brother gave me a shock today
i saw him at tampines mrt station this morning when i was on my way to school

me : eh?

him : hahax.. eh what?

me : what are you doing here?

him : i'm going for a camp..

me : oh.. then what bus will you be taking?

him : the same as you lor..

me : huh, how come?

him : i'm going to your school nahz..

me : huh, you mean you are going for the secondary 1 orientation camp?

him : erm, i think so..

i was so
so
so
shocked okay..

lols
he don't even know what kind of camp he was going to
although he's one of the camp instructor
that's my brother.. :x

i only told bonnie about it
but she told so many
lols
after that
they told me..
"shenn, your brother is so shuai!"
lols
i swear i will never tell him about it :p

Shenn on
9:00 PM ♥ 0 comments

http://examsfever.blogspot.com/

lol!!! she's how silly! use my com to blog and leave the address behind and let me see it accidentally without knowing! maybe i shd tell her "okie shenn, i know ur blog add alrdy can... ;p"

heh heh

shenn... see, i still know it eventually. ;p

My mind's unweaving/ 12:48 AM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

finally the photos are out... run 2 rockx ah!!

my group louisa!

louisa rockx ah! haha great to be your facilitator! ; )

ahhh ha! and then the most rockx-ing pic lol

haha dun "pray pray okie", im nominated for the hottest faci okie! haha but didnt get into the final. lol... at least can keep this for keepsake. anyhow, i'm a model okie... lol ;)

the photographer said i got an attitude look. got attitude look still never win! damnit. tmd

;p

My mind's unweaving/ 12:25 AM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

ohhhh i've sold my blackie... my blackie is gone.

my blackie is beautiful. but i need to take a break and i guess he needs a new master.

No more night rides, no more roundingz, no more pretty chickz on ur little arse!! ;p

Hm... i think i like public transport! Got people to chauffeur me around, can get to sit beside pretty chickz and all, can squeeze around with stinky people during peak hours! and best of all, dun even have to think, except for alighting stops! WoW! Thats like how exciting and fun!! i'm sure i'm gonna enjoy it

:)

goodbye playmate.

(will be away for my last camp for this summer vacation, be back on friday night)

My mind's unweaving/ 2:42 AM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

i have regrets when i think i have not done my job good enuff.
not enough love to go round the world.

My mind's unweaving/ 3:33 AM

when you are tired and alone in the night, it feels like shit. keep me company me thru the night... nostalgic.

My mind's unweaving/ 2:21 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i just like to be happy.

im going for our SMU freshman orientation camp, thurs to sat.
before i go... i wanna share with you guys some little things that made me happy;

see!! jiahui's soon reaching 2 years, but she's still so adorable and lovely!!

look at her posse. lol

haha she's very very sweet. Everytime once she comes over, she will walk to me and tilt her head sideway looking at me for a few seconds and giving me the most innocent look before i start teasing her and she will start laughing and giggling.

during meal times, she will climb up the huge chair and start pointing at my food... then my grandma will scold her and all... then whenever my grandma wanna feed her, she will just shun away and turn towards to me waiting for me to feed her. pissed the arse out of my grandma... lol!! how mischievious.

after i played with her and needa go back to own my room to do my stuffs... i'll usually close the door. but after awhile when she realised im not within her sighting range, she will walk to my door and sat outside my room and wait for me. then my sis will shout "Kor, jiahui's waiting outside your door!"

oh mine... she made me feel really guilty, like how poor thing, but yet sweet at the same time. she's how lovely!

of cos i'll then open the door and accompany her again!

and whenever i hafta leave the house, i'll ask her to come over to kiss me... and she always obliged!

oh mine mine mine...

a baby ger is how cute...

some little little things, but it means alot...

living is not to live a day by a day. living is to live with a purpose in mind.

i've found mine. =)

My mind's unweaving/ 11:52 PM

i'm sorry. you are really good and nice and all. but i still wanna lead my carefree life...

My mind's unweaving/ 2:55 AM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

hey! i just watched the movie click.

feel so inspired to having a baby daughter! Samatha in that show is so cheeky and yet so sweet and adorable at da same time!
i wanna have my own baby ger!!

One day i'll get married, then i'll return home, and my baby ger will run towards me and hugz my legs tightly calling "daddy!"

will that day ever come?

Adam Sandler, as Micheal Newman, said this in the movie "Family comes first" Yea, family shd come first before everything and anything. =) When all else abandon you, you can be assured that your family members will be the last to do so, or in fact will never do so.

family or friends?
i'll say family.

family or bgr?
i'll say family!

if i luv my family, then naturally i'll luv my gf for i'll regard her as my family as a matter of time. but if i luv her only as a gf, then one day when she became my wife and i'll not luv her as much for i only used to luv her as a gf? So everything should start from family.

Sometimes i'll just sit down and think abt my future family, my own family. i've always been hoping for that day... the day...

One day i'll get married, then i'll return home, and my baby ger will run towards me and hugz my legs tightly calling "daddy!"

One day when i had a home of my own, my beloved pretty wife, and my lovely daughter... then i know i've lived my life. =)

And i'll teach my girl how to swim...
i'll teach her how to cycle and skate...
i'll teach her how to say "i love you" becos i wanna her say that three words to me and her mummy everynight before she goes to bed.

thats when i know i've achieved my lifetime goal.

And for that, so i gotta work and study real hard now... For i want that day to happen, and i know that day will happen...
;)

My mind's unweaving/ 12:03 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

haha i'm really sorry!

i remember the date, ya born in august 03 1984 !!

i'm sorry kiez!

i actually had the audacity to miss out this one very important day!
Happy birthday. ;)

i remember in pri 6, there was this school field trip to penang, and pei pei went but i didnt. And she bought me this star-shaped keychain with my name kelvin on it. Its how sweet can?!?!

;)))

My mind's unweaving/ 12:41 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

i believe and prefer to work things round with luv.

i like to think the way i do and feel the way i do.

just suddenly feel something ;

i am blessed, very blessed. And very happy.

;)

oh ya, and im now listening to a very nice song;
rick price heaven knows.

And maybe our hearts
Will find a way
But only Heaven knows
And all I can do
Is hope and pray'
Cause Heaven knows

Life, love
Heaven knows.

My mind's unweaving/ 1:05 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

ak = my family.

i miss all of the people. i miss all da lovely coaches and a.coaches, but haha somehow i think i really miss the assistant coaches more. weird. And i dun like it if anyone ever bully or verbally hurt anyone from my ak fam. And i miss all my participants... all my kids, teenagers and young adults. basically all those that were once under my care. i miss you people.

=))

luv my family, luv my grandma, luv my sister, mum and i luv ak.

you people... when are we gonnna work,sleep and play together again?

My mind's unweaving/ 11:46 PM