when it's here... you can't stop.
when it goes, it never ends with a fullstop.

I've seen you, but i can't feel.
ya so small, so sweet, so meek.
there are certain things i can't say for real
but i know... i miss you

your eyes so small, i know you are cute.
the moment you stood beside me,
I knew i wanna hug you.
my heart just feels so teal
Told you i missed your smile,
your fears start to pile.

your fears, i wish to hear.
but IT wasn't even supposed to be here





just feel like writing something. had to explain, haha cos the post "the kiss", there are people who came up to me and asked who's the ger i kissed. i didn't kiss anyone.. just wanted to paint out the picture on my mind.

back home from work. decided to dedicate this post specially for my 3T1 class.

took out the vanguard paper the hua yi students wrote for me and meixin...

okie! kelvin promise to remember you guys forever ;)

so dun worry!

cheers! 3T1 forever!

You all are also the best. ; )

my new colleague, margaret, said i look like zhai zhai. Coincidentally, that day at MIC chalet, we filmed a budget sex-changed version of F4 metoer garden...

















Ours is called the Flirt Garden.


Then today at hua yi sec, one of the girls asked me if i like toro.

Me : No? why?

Student : Cos u look like toro.

kelvin smilez, something new. i think she's talking abt the hair style though.

if im toro, im a malay toro.

cos over at chong zheng pri...

a cute chinese boy came up to me...

Boy : Teacher, u chinese or malay?

Me : chinese...



Boy : Then why u so BLACK!?!



Pri sch kids are really cute...

but it's not BLACK la! it's tanned! or if u dunnoe, u also can use simpler words like "dark" ma!

-.-!!!

Fiftenn mins later... one malay girl turned and asked me...

Student : Teacher, you malay?

Me : No lar...

Student : Then u tamil?



Teacher faint.




Just before we leave... while signing autographs for them... another malay ger came and sat beside me...


Student : Cher cher, u mixed blood?!



Finally... i've decided...




Me : Ya! Sliced pineapple mixed with fried fritters(you tiao).




Rojak.





Kids are really cute and coaching is fun.

A rose or a bouquet?

the difference is not the size or quantity of the rose, but the time when you actually recieve the rose.

a sweet little girl was in school, her boyfriend handed her a sweet purple rose and she was really delighted and exhilarated, which is rightly so. For a girl at 16 would be more than happy to recieve a sweet little rose from her beau, even if it's just a simple little rose... A small gesture... but sweetest of all... To her, it means alot more than just a rose. Scenerio A.

Change the scenerio a bit, a lady at 25 now recieving a stalk of purple rose from her boyfriend as well. The same purple rose, the same way it was being handled.
Will she experience that same level of excitment and joyousness as that of a 16 year old would be? Scenerio B.

Lets change the scenerio slightly again, now the same lady at 25 recieve a bouquet of purple roses from her beau instead. Scenerio C.



Now the question is...



Who's the happiest girl?











A rose by any other name will smell as sweet...

But simplicity, we grown so used to forsake.

Guy saw girl, and approached girl confidently...


Guy: May i have a wish?


Girl : Yea, i think so.


Guy: I wish that i ever had the chance and honor to rearrange the sequence of the alphabetical orders... Cos I'll put 'U' and 'I' together...

Guy gives out a confident smile... ;)


Girl : Ohh... that's swweet. I'll like to have a wish also

Girl gives out a cheeky smile


Guy: Of course, sure you can!

Girl : But I'll put 'F' and 'U' together.

Guy : ...

Okie... everything around me is toning down...

Less parties, less fun, less late nights, less bgr.... this one also can? haha of cos.

In one of my earliest post, i said life is too short to fear too much.
But eventually i still told her i didn't want to risk the friendship. I'm just so lovely can? haha... Whenever i see the stuffs you wrote and the things you've made, actually i do feel the pinch and guilt alright.

Okie, finished another 2-day coach training. Now this is finally an external camp. It will be a 4 days camp with kids aged 13 - 17. A motivational camp; to change their outlook in life. There are kids who are arrogant, rebellious and insensible, and the task here is to slowly build up the bond with them on the 1st 2 days of activities and games and then finally bang them down hard on the 2nd last night if they still obstinately refuse to change, forcing them into tears on stage, and to make them realise their mistakes in front of everyone... Of cos, it will definitely not come as easy as the way i'm putting it. They will also be taught the technical know-how of effective studying skills during these 4 days camp. It's not just an educational acadamics camp, the more important essence of the camp in fact lies in the character building and enlightenment part i'll say. Cheers coaches, aloha! A new experience. A fulfilling one and a challenging job. I'm in for it.

Last night, were at boat quay celebrating hao's bday and ended up arguing with monkey at the pub over a kinda small issue. Haha, come to think of it's kinda foolish, but the idea is dun fark around with me can.

Everything is toning down... except my body shape.

Slept at 8 in the morning today, and woke at 6 in the evening. The moment my granny heard the movement noises from my room, she quickly opened the door to hurry me to take my dinner... *yawnz. Had to take my dinner still in my sleepy mode as soon as i crawled out of my cosy queen-sized bed... What a lovely grandma ;)) she knew i slept late, but she doesnt want me to eat late.

Immediately after dinner, went to swim. Missed 2 days straight due to chalet and stuffs.

hehz, realised i like the pool. The swimming pool is cool, especially at night. Everything is calm and quiet. No shouting from the playing kids and no noise interruption from outside the pool. You only hear the momentary splashing sound of water going into the drain... Everyone swimming in their own lanes. The place is just peaceful.

But im getting sleepy again...

Going MIC chalet tmr, MIC rockx!!

Hey... when's the last time we actually had such a cca or class chalet? My ans is i can't remember.


How long is a ten years to you? i think ten years is pretty short... 15 years ago, i met this gal in my class where i remembered our first acquaintance is whereby i helped her picked up her pencil. 5 years later during our graduating year in primary 6, we got a little closer and i thought we had a really weird relationship... why? Because we were too young to know anything abt bgr but the whole school knew about us... My first puppy love.


10 years later... we had our own different paths... she completed her dip while i'm pursuing my degree. And incidentally her bf is in the same uni as me as well. ;) That's how weird a ten years can be. We became the best of friends and we still share the most personal of stuffs... whenever she had problems with her bf she will still bug me as usual... and we will just share this special friendship... ;)


here she is...

















haha... we didnt change much yea? i think we still look the same. oh!! And i still have the photos when ya onli pri 6! lol! gonna scan it one of these days! LOL !! you are dead pei.


Hm... what's another ten years in store for me?
Okie... i'm tired... i'm going to bed... goodnite people.

Just finished the 3 days workshop facilitators course...

Really nice meeting you people, you guys are a hell bunch of fun and lovely people.

Yep, we didn't complete the task. But we've achieved an invaluable friendship and team spirit. It's a tiring long 3 days, but it's priceless. I wouldn't exchange anything for acquainting you guys here.

Oh, and my well-known famous quote during this 3-day exercise...

"Cool it! Okie, now we Chill!"

hehz guys, stay relax even when chips are down, we will tide it over if we stay calm alright. Panick, and we are gone.

CHILL!

Looking forward to our next 2 days 1 night workshop on the 19th and 20th June. See you guys there then, till we meet again. Adieuz.





Time for some less serious stuffs:

Shall show you peeps my all time favourite pic...











Jiahui.







She's so lovely... take a closer look at her hand on the backdrop... it's so small... haha...



Some babies are just born so cute...







While some are just born arrogant...






















Fark you.

lol

Before you kiss, you, leaning your forehead against hers... She's looking down, trusting you to love her with all you could... you rub her nose against yours with a tinge of cheekiness, and feel her momentary warm breath on your face... Her hands were cold, but she feels sweet... and you feel blessed...



you know it's more than a kiss...


It speaks.